trying to be not extremely flabby. i will be ok with just flabby.

so i've been trying to go to the gym.

and by that, i've gone twice BUT i did go hiking

at runyon which def kicked my butt.

remember my fat belly picture i took in May?

well i took a picture after ONE session at the gym

(running for 30 min, squats and weights) and i

can already feel and see the difference. it's been

really hard to eat clean along with going to the gym

especially with both sides of parents

always asking us to go eat

kbbq or something yummy for dinner.

i have started to detox, with some (heehee)

cheating.. i can't not eat sweets! ugh! but

i feel like i'm finally on the right track. 

can YOU see the difference?

i hope you can tell the bottom

one is my recent pic. 

i feel better and have more energy already.

i need to focus on continuing the clean eating

and exercize. i am SURE i have not lost any weight but really- i'm

not focused on the number on the scale. i'm

really focused on how my clothes fit,

how my muscles start to form and how i can loose

the softness that my body has become.

i guess its satisfying to know that

i'm on the way to healthy!

HAPPY FRIDAY!

xo

pak